Archive for June 15th, 2010
“Hey Joceff, you’re not doing it right!”
I really hate it when someone is talking about me, much more if everyone is doing so. I’m sensitive with this kind of thing. After you look at me, look at somebody else and laugh, I’ll assume that you’re a backstabber. Maybe I am wrong, maybe I am right. I don’t care. Sensitive, right?
Sometimes I wish I am Edward Cullen who could read minds. But since I can’t be a vampire, how about be a telepathic like Sookie Stackhouse. Or having a eavesdropping power like Damon and Stefan Salvatore will not be bad. I really want to get through other people’s mind. Know what they’re thinking about me. Not that I really care, but to know who to trust in a world of phonies, liars and backstabbing freaks.
Someone told me that I am so harsh on my blogs. I am really friendly and quiet in person. Maybe she’s thinking that I am not really me, that I am bad and malicious. What I’m going to say is, I am who I show I am. It’s just that, there is someone inside me who wants to come out. And he is inside this site. It’s like he wants to take my body over and saying “Hey Joceff, you’re not doing it right! Lemme do the honor to make you a better person. You should fight man!” But until the day that I was ready, I will still be who I am today or at least who I show today. And come one day, this blog will be quiet and boring. Cause the “harsh” guy will be me, and the quiet one will be inside him and he will be the one who wants to come out. He will try to by writing a blog. Yum!
